The Past Tense Of Youth: The Staircase

Staircase Past TenseIt floated down the long staircase like a feather  from the wings of an angel. All the way down to the banister three stories below where I was now standing. I had complained of  feeling ill and  had made my excuses. I had hung back from the rest of the tour group fully intending to climb the forbidden staircase. I had watched the veil fall and now held it’s creamy silken contours in my i hands as I slowly started my ascent.

I could hear the voices of the others in the distance becoming more and more muffled as my heart began to pound louder and louder. Then suddenly I heard a new voice. Someone was singing … a woman … in a strange  language. It wasn’t English and definitely not Turkish.

It was so lovely … so …. mournful.  I followed  the song to the very top of the staircase and then it stopped. I found myself  in a long corridor with doors on either side which I surmised were the quarters of the concubines.  I tried each one in turn but all were locked . I was halfway down the hall when I again heard singing. It was coming from the door at the end on the left. I turned the iron door handle and found myself in a room beautifully furnished with it’s original decor untouched almost as if it were still occupied.

I sat myself down on the four poster bed and peered through the canopy at the painting on the wall. The painting was of a woman all in white wearing the same veil that I still held in my hands. There was no face but I had the sense of a strong presence in the room with me. The song continued and and drew me further into the painting.

Now I could see a face. The most delicate face I had ever seen. The emerald eyes seemed to be staring straight at me. The long raven hair danced about her shoulders and her lips moved as if to speak.  I moved toward the painting and as I touched it everything changed. The room grew smaller, the light faded and I felt the brush of a gentle hand on my shoulder as the woman stepped out of the painting and into my world.  She moved past me toward the door , opened it and was gone. I tried to follow but …

© Renee Dallow ( Hybiscus Bloom ) 23/7/2013 

 

The Past Tense Of Youth: A Love Forbidden

Rana in full regaliaIt was whilst meandering through the market stalls , the air filled  with the scent of exotic spices, that he  first laid eyes upon her . She was of another world delicate and ethereal yet with a strange gaze that promised resilience.That she had already been chosen he knew without doubt as he watched the chief black eunuch converse in secret  with her captor.In the soft spring light of morning he watchedas she was led to the carriage along with two others from her lands.

The  brash young Turk knew also that he could not live without seeing her again. He must somehow find his way into the palace.There was rebellion in the air and it would not be long before he would have his chance.No more the rule of sultans to break the mantle of youth prepared to die for enlightenment.  But how to sneak past the guard through the inner courtyard and into the maze that was the harem …….In a different time I too would find my way into that same hidden sanctum.

So it was that this tale of everlasting love,to which I would become a reluctant witness,  began.

© Renee Dallow ( Hybiscus Bloom ) 25/6/2013