The Past Tense Of Youth: Arrival at Yildiz Palace

Through the windowThe day was dawning and Gurel awoke to the sound of scraping blades and the clanking of armour as the guards went through their morning rituals.  He could think only of Rana and of how he would arrange their meeting.  After prayers He made his excuses claiming that he had an errand to run for the pasha which would take at least a whole day and went out into the streets of Perra.  He had organised a change of clothes which he had hidden in a nearby market stall the day before.  The stall keeper had been easy to bribe as had the guards who would have been on duty with him that day.  It was not long before the players from the opera company began perousing the markets in search of extras for their production.

Gurel had convinced them of his gypsy creed and was one of the few chosen. Rana and I had spent the day preparing a new dance to impress both sultan Hamid and the company. She was the seductress and I the comedy relief.  We were given the opportunity to create a dance story which would mirror the plot of the opera to show our appreciation and that of the sultan and his party. We were briefed on the story by the Valid in the great hall.  The opera was called ‘ The Barber of Seville’ and was apparently a bit of a farce with lovers in disguise, meddling servants and secret notes being passed to organise forbidden meetings behind closed doors.

The plot couldn’t be more perfect considering our plans.  If indeed Gurel had managed to convince the company of his talents then he would be a part of this charade. I would be able to pass him a message from his beloved and in so doing arrange a meeting and perhaps even an escape for the three of us. Together we devised a dance story which involved the secret passing of pieces of information via whispers and notes with others in our little dance ensemble. These little notes were actually handkerchiefs much like those used by his excellency to summon his favourites.Harem gossip   Sultan Hamid looked on with great amusement as we manouvered our way around each other and around him also in our attempts to steal  handkerchiefs with supposed secret messages embedded in them. At 4.pm the carriages arrived through the Carriage gate and and waited outside the sultans kiosk to the left of the imperial hall.

There was much excitement as we all scurried around looking for our bits and bobs and trinkets.  The eunuchs lined up outside to ensure that we entered the carriages in an orderly fashion and also in accordance with our status.  Rana and I were seated together this time with two others.  The guards and military escort waited on the other side of the gate for they were not to see our faces.  The sultan had gone on ahead of us,of course, as he was the host and there were many arrangements still to be made.  Not only was Sultan Hamid a patron of many opera companies but was also composer of sorts himself. I remembered that as a child I had helped him with a libretto and had mimicked several characters singing different parts.  It was strange how like my own father he was. A kind man with penchant for creativity and a taste for the finer things in life.  This was not just to do with his status in life but with his character too.

So even though Rana was a captive and bound to his desires she would also be nurtured and treated with care at all times. The journey to Yildiz  Palace was pure pleasure as it was a rare opportunity indeed to be able to see the outside world.  People going about their every day business haggling at market stalls and meandering in the streets lost in conversation while their children ran amok in games of chase and hide and seek.  We could stare out at the Bosphorous gleaming in the afternoon sunlight blue as a sparkling saphire  and wonder at the enormity of the daring task ahead.  That of making contact with Gurel.  osmanhamdibey IN preparationWe had devised a plan that involved a written note on a handkerchief.  At some point near the end I would hand the handkerchief to Gurel probably as the company took their encore and we prepared to enter the stage behind them.  As there had been no rehearsal on the actual stage at Yildiz opera theatre we were not sure yet of which strategy to employ.  On we went through the lush green park lands that surrounded the palace and marvelled at the gardens and the little footbridges arched over rippling streams. Then at last we came to the palace.  Smaller than Topkapi but very elegant  set in manicured lawns and shaded with cedars. More in the style of a Georgian mansion similar to those found in ‘Bath’ England.  Behind the main section of the palace was the harem quarters where we would stay for the duration of the performance until it was time for us to dance.

We hoped that we would be staying the night and returning the next morning as this would work in Rana and Gurel’s favour.  I hasten to add that it would not be in my favour but I had to remember that this was not my time and therefore Gurel was not yet mine. I was well aware of the irony of my situation yet I knew that if I did not play my part  he would never belong to me. Not in this time nor the next.  I knew also that I loved them both and would do what ever I had to so that fate could follow course and reach it’s conclusion.

On entry to the harem quarters we were amazed by the opulence of the corridors.  Awnings of gold leaf over panels of rosewood and chandeliers hanging from high ceilings.  The rooms were spacious and beautifully furnished.   My room was a few doors down from Rana’s.  We would, however, be left with guards at each end of the corridor. I hoped  it would not be too difficult to bring Rana and Gurel together.  As we dined with the others in the main hall, our handkerchiefs hung on pegs on the wall ready for the dance, we planned the daring reunion.

 

© Renee Dallow ( Hybiscus Bloom ) 26/4/2014 

 

The Past Tense Of Youth: Sojourn to Yildiz

 

theodore-chasseriau-the-tepidarium-84267My foray into the courtyard of the favourites and introduction to my new chamber opposite Rana’s was all very well planned.  I had been briefed by the valide sultan on the pending journey to Yildiz Palace the following evening.  The next day we would be in preparation for the dance and Sultan Hamid wanted me to be in attendance.  I knew that Gurel was out there somewhere in the first court waiting for a chance to gain entry through the main gate . The apartments in which the favourites resided were a world away from the first court and I wondered how he would ever find his way past the gate of the white eunuchs ( those who took care of the sultans private office ) and into the sultans private domain.  He had not recognised me when I  had peered out at him through the window of my carriage but had certainly recognised Rana.  So I was to play the third wheel in this game.  I remember feeling confused but remarkably calm when the truth of it had demanded my comprehension.  

When Rana and I had finally come face to face it had all become so clear.  Her beauty, her fire and her seductive vitality were all there on display in her eyes. On entering her room, which was much larger than my own and even had it’s own bathroom as well as a spare room for a servant girl. Leighton Light of the HaremI was immediately struck by the grandeur of her furnishings. A canopied bed at the centre of the far wall with heavy red and gold curtains complimented by matching bed covers all in the style of the French court.  Small  wooden bedside tables resembling ornately carved stools inlaid with mother of pearl stood on each side. On one of these tables was a bowl of fruit and a pitcher of water. On the other, amongst some of her personal effects, was a small book with velvet cover which looked as if it might be a diary.

 

At the end of the bed was a sofa with a round coffee table in front of it.  Against the wall opposite was a dresser with mirror above which was a large empty golden frame.  I wondered why it was empty. Maybe the previous favourite had taken the painting that resided within the frame with her. The servants room was to the right and the small bathroom to the left of the far wall. Harem friendshipsAn elaborate laquered screen covered in mosaics was placed to the side of the entrance to the bathroom behind which Rana could change her attire .  It was a beautiful room and I felt honoured to be there.

This would be Rana’s first presentation to the sultan and she seemed at ease with the prospect as if she knew she could control the situation.  I had accompanied her downstairs to the Imperial hall and after dining in a kiosk near by had returned to the rooms with the others ,for this was my duty as consort .  On her return I was in the process of preparing for bed. The_Harem_Bath for Rana It had taken at least three hours and Rana appeared quite subdued.  Announcing that she was now an odalisque she simply turned on her heel and went to her room closing the door behind her.  It was not a happy announcement but I did detect a power behind her voice.  Maybe this would be her way of coping until Gurel came for her.  I sat on my bed ,surrounding myself with cushions and pondered the events of the day.

Tomorrow would be a sojourn to a new palace and a visiting opera company no less.  Perhaps Rana and I could convince members of the company to help us with an escape plan.  All sorts of wild ideas were running through my mind.  Where was Gurel?  Would he find us?  I tried to sleep but could not  and knocked fertively on Rana’s door.  She came to the door and spoke to me in a whisper as she rubbed her eyes.  She had been crying and I have to say the tears in her eyes made her even more beautiful. “Come” she said ” I need someone to confide in this night”.  The  young servant girl assigned to her entered from the adjoining room.  The girl carried a golden tea pot on a tray with two glass tea cups which she set down on the guilded coffee table in front  of the sofa. Harem_flowerRana bade me be seated next to her and poured for the both of us.  ” Here’s to my victory” she smiled in a tone of cynical charm. We sat for many hours into the night as I listened with intent fascination to the story of her life thus far.  I told her all I could of Emine’s life  from the fragmented pieces I had obtained from others in the harem.  How would she have taken it if I had told her that I was not of her time ?  She told me of her love for Gurel and of their troth to be together for all eternity.  She showed me note he had given her just before her carriage had entered the gate.

The note had been delivered by pidgeon and dropped at her feet as she alighted.  In the note was a detailed plan of how he planned to find her inside Yildiz palace. inside-the-harem It was strange indeed to be reading this love note .  Even stranger because the content was written in a language completely unfamiliar to me.  The fact that I was also speaking another language had not fully dawned on me until that very moment and with that realisation came the acknowledgement of my jealousy.  Why then did I not want to tell her the truth?  Make her suffer even further?  Could it have been because my love for him transcended everything and time was no obstacle? Could it have been the overwhelming admiration I had for Rana and her determination to live a life so unrestrained?  Was it due to my need to be a part of something so much grander than myself and the life I had lived or was it the need to prove myself necessary in the portals of history? I surmise it was all of the above.

© Renee Dallow ( Hybiscus Bloom ) 12/4/2014 

The Past Tense Of Youth: A Gypsy’s Troth

Rana:GurelGurel rode to the front  of the entourage ,dismounted and waited in the vain hope of catching a glimpse of  Rana through the lattice window of her carriage.  Just as he was leading his horse to the fountain to drink the carriage passed and Rana peered out at the gate .
 Gurel turned toward her as she stretched her arm out of the window and reached for her hand but the carriage moved on too quickly and Rana disappeared once more from view.  He then remounted and joined the ranks once more as they rode through the gate.

He had joined the janissaries and sworn his allegiance to the Ottoman Empire on the very day he had found his beloved Rana at the slave market.  Finding his way into the palace had been easy but now he must find a way to her chamber.  There had been talk from others in the ranks of a visiting opera company all the way from Italy that would be performing at Yildiz Palace the following evening.  This had been organised by Sultan Hamid who was an avid opera lover.  The sultan often chose dancers from his select  group of favourites to entertain the company after the performance and the talk was that Rana had already been decided upon even though Hamide had not yet seen her dance.  It was common for visiting opera companies to cast extras and bit part players from the people of Constantinople.

They would scour the streets of Pera in search of character types that would suit roles they needed to fill. It occurred to Gurel that he might be deemed suitable if he appeared as a gypsy and made it almost impossible for them to ignore him. Bath house He would beg on his knees if he had to. He had heard that the ladies of the harem were allowed to watch the operas from the balconies upstairs or from screens behind the stage.  From the stage he would be able to see her and hopefully she would see him also and know that he would stop at nothing to save her.

He would somehow make his way to her in the guise of a character and none but she would recognise him.  A gypsy troth could never be broken and they would find themselves once again in each other’s arms.  Rana, of course, knew nothing of Gurel’s plan but she was sure he would come for her.  The gypsy blood surged in her veins at the mere thought of him.  No walls could keep him from her.   This sultan, this man who thought he could keep her caged like a bird would never capture her spirit.   That very night she would be presented  in The Great Hall to a man twice her age. She was well versed in feminine wiles and would somehow keep the sultan at bay.  Gurel must have faith.

© Renee Dallow ( Hybiscus Bloom ) 20/3/2014